You used to call me on my cell phone...Image taken from @makeup_danni Instagram //She is one of my good friends and a great MUA I'm pretty sure you could finish the rest. Drake is killing the game in so many ways. I could discuss in what ways but that's not what this post is about. I want to talk about love relationships and how they are nonexistent in my life at the moment. Side note: I have been telling my friends how much Hotline Bling by Drake & Cha-Cha by D.R.AM. sound similar. Like for a couple of months now. They didn't give me my credit -_- The last relationship that I was in ended about 4 years ago. It lasted 5 years. I was so heartbroken, I didn't tell friends until months after the break up. Speed up to now, and I have still not found a suitor. Like WTF?!? I'm not one of those girls that's choosing to be single to "focus on me". I'm not the type to thot and bop so cross that out. I wouldn't even know how to pursue a guy and ask "we thotting and bopping or what?" I haven't a hoe phase and at this point it probably won't happen. Universe, but why? I'm not hiding under a rock, I'm outchea!
There are times when I think to myself, shit is just unfair. My ex got to have a hoe phase and has a girl now. Yes, I know. We are cordial and at one point were telling each other things about our life before he settled down (sucker!). I can't help but feel attached to him and he detached from me. It's crazy! I just haven't met someone that took my attention away so I won't think about what could've been with my ex. I could go into further detail but that could get depressing. Sometimes I am grateful that I don't have any fuck boy to deal with. No dude to tell me I'm spending too much time with friends, that will be petty if I didn't text good night because I might be texting some other dude good night. I'm grateful, I am. Is it crazy, that a little part of me wants the drama? I am a young professional just trying to work and live a great life. I'm starting to blog. I want to own my own business. Where is that guy for me that would complement me and my goals? Hurry up dude because it's really sad that my years in a relationship and my years single are about to be 1:1.
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1/11/2016 10:35:55 am
I love this post. This was exactly how I felt after he who should not be named and I broke up. But, it's only going to be sweeter when you find that guy that's 10x better than him. And for the record they never move on before we do. Physically he may have moved on but mentally he's still there with you which is why ya'll talk. As soon as you really forget about him you open yourself up to accept the universe's blessings and he'll be back in your texts in no time. love you!
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Shauna of Purple Loves Shauna
1/20/2016 12:58:06 pm
Hey Miss Raye!! Thanks for those encouraging words! Universe, I'm ready, lol! I'm slowly getting to a point where all I could think about is everything except my love life! Love you too!
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